The external wound is what the world did to you. Last week we worked through that one.
This week we go inside, into the self-sabotage that never announces itself. This week nobody rejected you. You did it yourself. And the reason it has cost you more than any external failure is that it never looked like self-destruction. For high-achieving women entrepreneurs who left corporate to build something of their own, it looked like being open. It looked like being collaborative. It looked like being humble enough to ask for input before you moved.
The research on this will make you want to argue. I hope you will. Because the argument itself is the work.
3 Key Takeaways
The pattern is not a confidence problem. Research from Harvard’s Matina Horner found that fear of success increased with ability, not in spite of it. The brighter the woman, the more likely she is to construct sophisticated reasons why now is not the right moment.
Corporate didn’t just fail to promote you. It trained you. Women who spent a decade navigating institutions that consistently undervalued their authority learned to run every instinct through an approval channel first. That channel does not disappear when you build your own business.
Feedback refines the surface. Instinct builds the foundation. Both have a role. Only one gets to set the address. The practice is learning to tell the difference between a voice that sharpens your vision and one that replaces it entirely, and stopping before you spend a year executing someone else’s map.
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Research + Resources
Berglas, S. and Jones, E.E. (1978). Drug choice as a self-handicapping strategy in response to noncontingent success. Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 36(4), 405-417.
Horner, M.S. (1972). Toward an understanding of achievement-related conflicts in women. Journal of Social Issues, 28, 157-175.
Clance, P.R. and Imes, S.A. (1978). The impostor phenomenon in high-achieving women: Dynamics and therapeutic intervention. Psychotherapy: Theory, Research and Practice, 15(3), 241-247.
McKinsey and Company. Women in the Workplace 2025. For eleven consecutive years, women have remained underrepresented at every level of the corporate leadership pipeline, with 29% of C-suite roles held by women.
Book Referenced in This Episode
Playing Big: Practical Wisdom for Women Who Want to Speak Up, Create, and Lead by Tara Mohr.
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Next Week
You named the external wound. You named the internal one. You found your way back to your own knowing. Next week I am asking the question that lives on the other side of all of it. What makes you keep going when you have done everything right and the result still does not come? Tuesday at 5:55.
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